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Comments
I can't believe there's so much lightning.
I can't believe I got straight As
I can't believe he kissed me
I can't believe the taxi came just as he did so!!
ARHHG.
i can't believe how shy i am.
i can't believe how much of my life i hide from my parents.
ohh, what do you mean?
they don't know much about the real me.
i mean,
they think i listen to christian music all the time, and that i am a perfect angel.
they don't know much about the people i hang out with, and my interests, my music, my crushes... like i never have those little motherly talks with my mom about boys i like or anything..
because i am afraid to say anything.
im afraid that they will take away my music if they ever find it, because its not christian, im afraid that they will make fun of me if i like some boy. [ which has happened, they constantly teased me about it and laughed at me.]
idk..
...
i can't believe im so afraid.
I know what you mean about not talking to your mom about boys and stuff.
I once told my mom I liked Justin from Nsync while we were watching him perform on disney when I was pretty little, and I asked her not to tell. She promised she wouldn't. Then she told everyone. Not just my brother and dad, but cousins months later, and just everyone. She promised. Then she told everyone. Then they all made fun of me, and joked about it.
Ever since then, I don't even like to mention a guy's name. And that was years and years ago.
i mean im 15 for petes sake.
i can like boys.
sometimes if they see me talking to a guy they ask if he has a girlfriend, as if i like him and they want me to go out with him or something
. yet they don't want me to date yet.
Whenever there is a guy that seems to be around my age, and slightly looks my way, my mom smiles and says he was looking at me or checking me out. There's no way any of these guys were. Can't people look at other people? I look at other people, including little kids, mothers, the elderly. it doesn't mean I'm checking them out.
Sheesh.
I think certain little things like that make me even less open with my mom, and even more shy.
oh yeah.
another i can't believe.
i can't believe i got tongue-tied
ok so awhile back there was a guy i liked. and well one time at lunch, he came over and sat across from me but i was surrounded by my friends... and my friends started talking with him before i even got a chance. [curse whoever blessed me with outgoing friends] and so he kept on glancing at me every once in a while, and then finally he interupted one of my friends and asked me why i didn't say anything... and i was COMPLETELY tongue tied.. i couldn't think of anything to say.. i just... froze.
so then it was all awkward. and my friends knew i liked him, so they tried to get me to talk, but they kept saying dumb things like "whats up, how are you" which are lame conversation starters...
it totally ruined everything.