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- 3personmoshpit April 2005
- anangryfish January 2005
- darbie_starpower April 2005
- doodle noodle April 2005
- Goosey April 2005
- minia April 2005
- QueenofthePosers January 2005
- RejectedSponge April 2005
- The End Has No Jen February 2005
- Thomas April 2005
- WeMadeShirts April 2005
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and yessss julie! TOTALLY! if 20 people tell me i look amazing, ill be like "oh. yay" but then if ONE person sends vibes off that maybe im not looking so good, it will take away from EVERYTHING the other 20 people said.
and another thing i want to work on issss i can neverrrr take a compliment. like, if osmeone compliments me im like "thanks..." and then ill say something negative. like, i CANT take a compliment. at ALL.
i need a therapist. haha
And Darbie, you a definately pretty thin from what i've seen. But yeah thats just the way you are and not a cause for concern I don't think, lol.
i used to weigh 163 pounds. as of right now, i weigh 150. i'm about 5'6 or 5'7. i want to weight 115 or 120. even like, 130 would be great. everyone tells me that i look like i weigh 120-something, but i dont believe them.
i've lost 10 lbs. in the past month, but as of this week i've gaines a pound and a half.
i hate this. i hate this so much.
one thing ive learned--and ive been through A LOT when it comes to weight loss, including a hospitalization--is dont EVER look at the numbers.
if you look good, thats all that matters. i dont trust the mirror, so i go on pictures. if i see my picture and i dont like how it looks, i try and change it. but if i see my picture and i like how it looks---even if the little anorexic devil that flies around girls' heads tells me the picture is a lie and i shouldnt blv it---i let well enough be.
if your enot happy by the REALITY of how you look, then you should try and change it. but be positive and think that "im going to accomplish this by this time" dont think "oh my god im such a cow i ate so much"
i used to not be able to sleep at night when i ate. i would stay up all night and think about it...and imagine where the food owuld end up as fat deposits. that doesnt get you anywhere. you have to think about the future and what you want to do. you cant change the past.
i honestly think you look great. but if youre not happy with it, then dont feel bad about yourself. think positively and work at it.
but i wouldnt really care
i think that its hotter to be underweight than overweight
if i was emaciated-looking, i bet id feel a lot prettier than i feel right now.
not true
youd find something else wrong iwth yourself, and then obsess over that. and still not feel pretty.
im really cracking down on you today, sara. hahahah
youre like...the smartest person i know
which says a lot...because i am like, surrounded by ive-league children
Like this is approimately what I look like naked... not hot.
This painting is called the birth of venus, but it's not the most famous one. But it pisses me off, because Venus is supposed to be the representation of the most beautiful woman ever, so I know if I was born in like... 1450, I would have been the hottest thing alive, because I am also SUPER pale, which was also hot back then. Curse you... time.
because its not fat AT ALL its like, curvaceous (sp?) but still small...i dont know how to explain it. you have no rolls of fat on your body, then. and thats good.
plus, angelina jolie has HUGE TITS...something that sorta scares me, actually. plus her arms are like twigs. i bet you look better than her.
I look like that painting too since I have big hips and almost no chest to speak of. blegh.
And I think part of my problem is that I work at a bagel bakery and eat unhealthy stuff every time I work--I need to stop doing that.
thats what i'm gonna put my weight down to. big boobs. lmao
i just went to H&M and i bought this sexy black dress
i tried on the 8...and i looked HOT in it. like hot...my stomach wasnt hanging out or anything...BUT THE ZIPPER DIDNT CLOSE BECAUSE OF MY STUPID BOOBS!!
wtf?! so...i had to buy...a 10.
i'm a 34DD and i can see no disadvantages to having big boobs. theyre a lot awkward sometimes, but never be ashamed of them!!!
mabe it was my bra? i cant remember if i was wearing a padded one...oh well.
ive lost 5 lbs. in 3 days
only 10 more lbs. to go
i am currently in the process of making a "thinspiration" journal in which i write my weight every night and have motivational pictures and phrases in it
im actually very excited about this!!
and ive been exercising compulsively.
plus i dont weigh myself with many clothes on anymore.