Truth: I feel sad that after nine years I feel like I've lost respect for my all time favourite band and am slowly getting over the fandom. Although I know that I will always be a fan of their music, just reading you guys talking about how much you enjoy your own fandom makes me feel sad for the fandom that I've slowly begun leaving behind. I feel like I'm losing a big part of me, but on the other hand maybe what I had doesn't exist anymore and that's why I'm moving on. IDK. Wibble.
Truth: upon returning from a month in Vermont, my guyfriend proceeded to accidently rip my favorite bag. (You have to understand, he's like my big brother. We always have very intense pillow fights and he's completely overprotective of my friend and I. We usually break eachothers shit by accident through our various fights, etc.). I wouldn't have it any other way. Truth: When my boyfriend of sorts called me up on his way back from Maine and told me he was happy to hear my voice, it was the best way to start my morning. Truth: I HATE Daddy Long Legs. HATE HATE HATE.
Truth: I got so terribly drunk last night after declaring that I wouldn't drink at all because I had been drunk the night before. And I cut my arm and my foot. And I only just got out of bed properly (its 15.41) and yeah, I love being lazy!! Oh and I barely spent any money at all last night. Its so fun having generous friends with wine to spare!!!
Truth: I feel sad that after nine years I feel like I've lost respect for my all time favourite band and am slowly getting over the fandom. Although I know that I will always be a fan of their music, just reading you guys talking about how much you enjoy your own fandom makes me feel sad for the fandom that I've slowly begun leaving behind. I feel like I'm losing a big part of me, but on the other hand maybe what I had doesn't exist anymore and that's why I'm moving on. IDK. Wibble.
That's happened to me a couple times, actually. Like loving a band for years but slowly losing interest in the direction they took. It was really depressing at the time, but now that I look back, I'm glad I had the experience and it just gave me time to find other amazing bands (like Ok Go) to love.
Truth: I'm working at the mall today, and it's a tax-free weekend in VA, so I'm going to have a hellish 6 hours starting at noon...
truth:i think about how i will die alot, and where ever i am at the moment i think about what would happen if i went insane or something and killed myself right there. i know it wont happen but i think about it anyways
truth:i think about how i will die alot, and where ever i am at the moment i think about what would happen if i went insane or something and killed myself right there. i know it wont happen but i think about it anyways
Truth: That totally creeps me out...because I do the same thing...and when I'm driving, I sometimes have this weird urge to swerve my car...it scares me...
Truth: That totally creeps me out...because I do the same thing...and when I'm driving, I sometimes have this weird urge to swerve my car...it scares me...
Truth: I hate cars. I think I just don't trust them because a friend died in a car crash from falling asleep at the wheel. I didn't know him too well; he was the head counselor at the camp I used to go to (a Polish Church camp. I'm agnostic and not Polish. It was awesome). So, I only really knew him for 10 days. However, he was, honest to God, the nicest guy I ever met. I accidently cut my finger open while grabbing around my bag for a q-tip and grabbing my razor instead. I took off a sizeable chunk of the top of my finger. In a daze from the blood pouring out of my finger (ladies, you know how razor cuts bleed like a mofo), I walked to his office. He saw my finger and immedietly ran over to help, wiping away the blood tenderly and fixing up my finger. For the rest of the camp, he checked up on me every day with a smile. No one could hate him, he was just so full of love and compassion and, though few knew, was actually considering going into the ministry. He was very young (late 20s) and, just so you understand who he was, he put his life on hold to take care of his sick grandmother. He died because he was trying to make it back in time to plan the next camp get-together on very little sleep. When I heard he died, I cried for hours. I don't know why I was so attached to him, but I cared so much about him, as did the entire camp. Really, I guess the real truth here is: We all still miss you Jason.
Truth: I love the trinkets that I get when my bf comes back from vacations. This time was a rock shaped like a human heart and a picture of a woman (an apparent "Edna Hopkins") from 1905. They make me feel special.
Truth: I cried when I was packing for college today. My mother recommended I keep my corset behind. I got this corset form theatre. It was made for me. At the thought of leaving it behind and, therefore, a part of my theatre experience, I burst into tears. I think it was more the thought of leaving behind the kids and experience I loved so much more than the corset. I was so emotional.
Truth: I'm actually really content right now and I don't know why. I might seem somewhat emo through these truths, but I need them to just type and let out what I feel sometimes. It's healing to me.
Have a great night/morning everyone! Love to you all. I mean it in all serious when I say you're all a wonderful group of people. There's a reason I stay aorund the boards. You're all so strong and wonderful and interesting and witty and I can only hope to be half of what you all are. Just thought you should know.
I recently found out that I love yogurt dog treats. I'm contemplating buying them.
Truth: I believe I will be attending a press conference held by the Federal Opposition Leader of Australia and I have the urge to ask him really, really stupid questions like "What colour panties are you wearing, Mister Opposition Leader?" even though I would probably be killed for doing so.
Truth: I hate that music is so accessable these days. Yeah, I would have never discovered OK Go if it wasn't for mp3s and Kazaa, but it's so easy for people to make a band these days. Everyone can earn fans by getting a myspace, so what's the challange?
Truth: I hate that music is so accessable these days. Yeah, I would have never discovered OK Go if it wasn't for mp3s and Kazaa, but it's so easy for people to make a band these days. Everyone can earn fans by getting a myspace, so what's the challange?
Yeah but a couple of thirteen year old emo's isn't exactly success Myspace celebrity isn't real celebrity.
I would never have discovered OK Go if it weren't for Youtube.com. I saw all these fan versions of A Million Ways and was like, "Goddamnit, where do I find the original." Then I got confused 'cause Tim was lip syncing in the video but someone said the freakishly tall one was the lead singer and it seemed odd to me so I searched their other videos and found DWYW and invincible and then send abusive text msgs to my friend who showed me the AMW videos for getting me hooked on a new band when I could least afford to purchase their entire back catalogue.
I am currently waiting for my CDs to arrive from amazon.com and I am thoroughly pissed off that OK Go are not released in Australia.
Truth: I am cut because I met two really great guys who are awesome except that they smoke and I hate smokers but damnit they're so awesome and I don't know what to do about it. How does one make a guy quit smoking for them anyway.
truth: i always feel a bit reserved about posting on forums, because i feel like i'm not as smart or funny as everybody else. and i always feel like a newbie, no matter how many posts i have
truth: i have way too many freckles, and sometimes when i get bored i try to connect them to make cool pictures. haha
truth: i have way too many freckles, and sometimes when i get bored i try to connect them to make cool pictures. haha
OH MY GOD I DO THAT TOO.
Truth: I am incapable of tanning. I only burn, turn bright red, have my skin peel off painfully and become white again. This sucks considering I am living in the Worlds Capital of Skin Cancer.
truth: i've had at least 3 teachers/professors tell me that if anybody in the room was going to get skin cancer, it was going to be me. which, really, it's true because of my pale skin & hair color. but still... it freaked me out.
truth: i can only eat jello & pudding if it's w/ a plastic spoon. it just tastes better that way.
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Truth: When my boyfriend of sorts called me up on his way back from Maine and told me he was happy to hear my voice, it was the best way to start my morning.
Truth: I HATE Daddy Long Legs. HATE HATE HATE.
I still kind of want this book to happen.
That's happened to me a couple times, actually. Like loving a band for years but slowly losing interest in the direction they took. It was really depressing at the time, but now that I look back, I'm glad I had the experience and it just gave me time to find other amazing bands (like Ok Go) to love.
Truth: I'm working at the mall today, and it's a tax-free weekend in VA, so I'm going to have a hellish 6 hours starting at noon...
i know it wont happen but i think about it anyways
i know it wont happen but i think about it anyways
Truth: That totally creeps me out...because I do the same thing...and when I'm driving, I sometimes have this weird urge to swerve my car...it scares me...
Truth: Same here about the car thing.
God, we're all so emo.....haha....
My favorite food when I was little was my ferrets treats.
truthhhh.
I dance in front of my mirror in my underwear playing Beating Heart Baby [Head Automatica] and Deceptacon [Le Tigre].
I will most likely be dancing in front of everyone on the streets when I buy OK Go's first albumn.
I really hate feet and long toe nails.
I love you Darbie.
NO ONE IS THIS NICE TO ME!
*sobs*
Seriously.
Kinda sad that I get more love online then where I live.
Really, I guess the real truth here is: We all still miss you Jason.
Truth: I love the trinkets that I get when my bf comes back from vacations. This time was a rock shaped like a human heart and a picture of a woman (an apparent "Edna Hopkins") from 1905. They make me feel special.
Truth: I cried when I was packing for college today. My mother recommended I keep my corset behind. I got this corset form theatre. It was made for me. At the thought of leaving it behind and, therefore, a part of my theatre experience, I burst into tears. I think it was more the thought of leaving behind the kids and experience I loved so much more than the corset. I was so emotional.
Truth: I'm actually really content right now and I don't know why. I might seem somewhat emo through these truths, but I need them to just type and let out what I feel sometimes. It's healing to me.
Have a great night/morning everyone! Love to you all. I mean it in all serious when I say you're all a wonderful group of people. There's a reason I stay aorund the boards. You're all so strong and wonderful and interesting and witty and I can only hope to be half of what you all are. Just thought you should know.
Truth: I believe I will be attending a press conference held by the Federal Opposition Leader of Australia and I have the urge to ask him really, really stupid questions like "What colour panties are you wearing, Mister Opposition Leader?" even though I would probably be killed for doing so.
Truth: I really like cats. Sometimes I think that becoming a cat lady wouldn't be SO bad.
Yeah but a couple of thirteen year old emo's isn't exactly success Myspace celebrity isn't real celebrity.
I would never have discovered OK Go if it weren't for Youtube.com. I saw all these fan versions of A Million Ways and was like, "Goddamnit, where do I find the original." Then I got confused 'cause Tim was lip syncing in the video but someone said the freakishly tall one was the lead singer and it seemed odd to me so I searched their other videos and found DWYW and invincible and then send abusive text msgs to my friend who showed me the AMW videos for getting me hooked on a new band when I could least afford to purchase their entire back catalogue.
I am currently waiting for my CDs to arrive from amazon.com and I am thoroughly pissed off that OK Go are not released in Australia.
Truth: I am cut because I met two really great guys who are awesome except that they smoke and I hate smokers but damnit they're so awesome and I don't know what to do about it. How does one make a guy quit smoking for them anyway.
truth: i have way too many freckles, and sometimes when i get bored i try to connect them to make cool pictures. haha
OH MY GOD I DO THAT TOO.
Truth: I am incapable of tanning. I only burn, turn bright red, have my skin peel off painfully and become white again. This sucks considering I am living in the Worlds Capital of Skin Cancer.
truth: i've had at least 3 teachers/professors tell me that if anybody in the room was going to get skin cancer, it was going to be me. which, really, it's true because of my pale skin & hair color. but still... it freaked me out.
truth: i can only eat jello & pudding if it's w/ a plastic spoon. it just tastes better that way.